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Memories of World War II... moving forward with public tv... needle exchange programs under scrutiny
So that history might not
vanish Kotlowitz writes, "At one point, moving on to other matters for the moment, I mentioned to him that I had just read somewhere that more than half the personnel who served in the U.S. Armed Forces during World War II were already dead, a half-century after the war. This seemed an astonishing statistic to me, hardly possible to accept, in fact, one that somehow carried an important warning, or omen, as though history itself--Bern's history, my history--might begin to vanish with this lethal roll call."
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That will not happen now. Before Their Time is a concise,
poignant account of Kotlowitz's military service, from basic
training to the aftermath of the author's horrifying experience
of combat at Bezange-la-petite, France. For a long time, the
former managing editor of Harper's Magazine kept his memories of
the war "tamped down." When he moved to New York in the early
1950s, he thought about writing a novel about the war. "But all
those big, macho novels by Mailer and James Jones were being
published, and I wasn't about to compete with that. So I just
sort of let it ride over the years. But if we don't tell our own
stories, no one else will. It was just to nail this stuff down
before we all go." Kotlowitz concedes in his book that he was no hero. In 1943, he was a pre-med student at Hopkins, mostly to avoid the draft. But his grades were so lousy, the Army drafted him anyway, figuring he wasn't going to become a doctor anytime soon. He recalls, "I had gone through the Baltimore public schools and I wasn't prepared for the European style university like Johns Hopkins." He writes about his many fears as he goes through basic training, and his embarrassment at being afraid, there and in Europe. "Once I knew I was going to be in the infantry, that I was going overseas, and that I was going to be in combat, I knew that my future was really going to be problematic," he says. "Then I really got scared. I had grown up thinking like everybody else: God, that can't happen to me.... And then suddenly, at 18, I was beginning to understand that the worst really could happen to me, and probably would. I was scared all the time. I got a letter from somebody who served in another division but went through an experience something like mine. He said, 'I was not only afraid, I was sick with fear all the time.' That was the truth." In France, Kotlowitz takes part in just one battle, an engagement so small it only shows up in the most detailed of regimental histories. But in that single battle, that one day of combat, nearly everybody Kotlowitz knows is killed in a futile, and probably ill-conceived, assault on a German position called the Horseshoe. He is, so far as he knows, the only member of this unit who was not wounded. He survived snipers by playing dead for an entire day, until the German troops pulled back and American medics appeared to save whomever they could save. By the time you reach this section of the book, Kotlowitz has crafted vivid portrayals of the ordinary soldiers who fight this obscure little battle: feisty Lt. Francis J. Gallagher, who doesn't bother to hide his scorn for the slow-witted Capt. Michael Antonovich; hapless, overweight, erudite Ira Fedderman; Rocky Hubbell, the squad leader who is prone to mysterious disappearances; Paul Willis, the scout with the peculiar habit of stealing underwear from the other troops. These are not guys who get movies made about their exploits. These are plain and simple G.I.s: young, scared, brave, homesick, competent one moment and stumblejohns the next, unsung until now. For a writer, they are a fine cast of characters. "Every squad has good characters," Kotlowitz says. "They weren't all people I admired or liked, but God knows they were as real as real could be." Much of Before Their Time is about memory. "That's true, but it was not a conscious effort that way," Kotlowitz says. "I tend to do things behind my own back. I have an intense memory, and I remember a lot of my life. But you have to remember that more is forgotten than is in this book. There's a lot that's not there. It's just gone. "I had a friend call me and say, 'The thing I liked best about your book was the fact that it was seen through the eyes of an 18- or 19-year-old, until the last chapter, when the voice became yours of today.' I knew as soon as he said this that it was absolutely true." He adds, "I get phone calls from veterans, and they follow a pattern. They are very hesitant and shy, and suddenly they start talking about their war experiences. And I realize, they haven't talked about it in 50 years, either! They go on for 45 minutes and it's amazing, it's wonderful." --DK
An "exciting time" for public
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